Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Bloody B****!!!
Christmas eve was a totally disappointment and I didn't get to enjoy the spirit of the Christmas season. That someone should know why.
I was been doubted and ASSUMED on things which I DID NOT DO AT ALL!!! But I would say even the mum was on my stand. Snap of her bloody pics and THREW them away and even mentioned that what's the point of keeping them when it should no longer exists and would ultimately cause arguement for no reason.
It really gives me a feeling that there was still protection over her, over her stuff at the point of time. I was totally pissed. It gives me the feeling that there is no love?? I am overwhelmed with saddness. I wonder if I can actually forgive this happening, but I know that I WILL NOT forget this day.
Why be afraid that I am looking thru yr stuff if you did not do anything wrong. You jolly well know that I hate you associating with her. But I have been very kind if you still didn't noticed and a bit too late to notice them now as my heart has been totally shattered with disappointment. I do not know how I can forgive you on this.
No mood to do anything.... and slept through the whole of Christmas day.
What a sucky Christmas I have this year.
What the FUCK is what I have to say now!!!
BUT, BUT...!!!
A very big thanks to Aggy!!! Love the Christmas present she got for me!!! Knowing that I love stuff from Super Mario!! Muacks... and thanks for listening to me whin. :)
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/26/2007 12:43:00 AM
