Friday, March 31, 2006
Work has been ok... Small company with only 9 people in a company. Im slacking quite a bit in the office... Instead of doing my work, I am MSN-ing and emailing people.
Feeling a bit guilty. But... I know what to do... just as long as I finish my work...
This weekend, instead of working on Friday nights, dancing on both Sat and Sun, I will be in Malacca with Dominic and his group of friends.
It's been a long time since I stepped out of Singapore... Even though its only Malacca at least I m out of home, and Singapore even though I dun get to dance my Paso Doble and salsa.
But I would rather very much like to go KL once again.
I miss the times when me, Keaven and Steph went to Ipoh and KL. How me and Keaven had a super cold war. Getting to know a bunch of great friends.
Im so happy for Kok Jin that he finally found a girl he really loves and always welcoming me back to KL again.
Miss them so much!!!
Steph... if you happen to read my blog... where are you???
Everyone is looking for you.
If Did Kee didnt mention it to me I would not have known that you had gone MIA.
Did Kee, Kenneth, Elayne and Pamela, we are all looking for you.
Yr friendster and hotmail account are deactivated. Emailed you in yr gmail account but till now I have not heard from you.
All of us, esp me and Did Kee are really worried about you now.
Please do response to us asap!!! At least let us know that you are alright.
It's finally Friday.....
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/31/2006 12:08:00 AM
Friday, March 24, 2006
Like a blog I used to read, she speaks about things which she likes and dislikes. Is this even a blog free for speech. Wat we talk about is the happenings of our daily life... of wat's happening, our likes and dislikes... who we like and do not like. So why would you all even bother... and even if you see that the name is similar to yours, again what makes you think that its you. Oh pls... do you have any cow sense.
Now, I am speaking in general... like it or not, so be it. Like I said... you are not happy reading anyone's blog then dun read them. If you do intend to read it.. then just shut up like I do cos I read blogs who wrote sacastic remarks about me... Even calling me a BIMBO... what can I say... fight for my rights??? That's totally impossible.
Then looks like if I want to be mean, I cant mention names or Im afraid that I would be sued for it. Wow... thats totally sad... But ok.. I will make it a deal that I shall not mention names. How bout initials.... lol... sounds better...
Like it or not, I can be really mean in words to those whom I do not like.
If you think you have the rights to come against me... wat makes you think so. Cos blogging, you are supposed to be free on wat you wish to speak about.
So thank you very much...
I have finished with my speech...
Thank you!!
Stay out if you do not like it....!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/24/2006 07:07:00 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
I do not know why, but my brain is not tuning to the right time to wake up... Or maybe I should say that I like been super early at work...
Work starts at 830am but by 810am Im already at the office... I think its just that bus journey is fast... lol...
Work seems great!! Ran a stack of payments and issuing cheque today... seems fun...
The best part was... I was sent out to run errands for more than 2 hours... and that applies for tml morning as well... Sending documents for authentication then back to office... Haha...
Going up to the counter and asking questions is not that bad.. but having to sit in a taxi for a long time sucks...
But working time ended real fast..
Haa... Dominic finally got his new bike... Haa... And Im the first person to be sitting on his bike.. whahahahaha....
Ok... next week end, I wonder if I should work on Friday, dance on Sat and Sun or go to Malacca with Dominic and his group of friends to chill out...
Hmmm.... wonder wonder wonder...
Any advise guys???
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/23/2006 07:03:00 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
First day of work at Datacon Pacific Pte Ltd....Nice working environment.
Unlike CNBC, here at Datacon, Im given benefits.... medical claims, sick leave.... etc...
But what I am most glad about is that I am learning to do the full sets of accounts...
1. AR (billing to ppl)
2. AP (issuing cheques)
3. GL
Anyway it will be the full sets of accounts... Woohoo... hopefully I dun die during month end closings.
People are nice.... best of all... CAN USE MSN!!! Woohooo... lol
No restrictions of websites...
High partitions and I have so much more privacy.
And its very near home... its just a 1/2 hr bus ride and Im there directly... :)
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/22/2006 09:34:00 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
Met up with Juliet, my job agent who found me the job over at CNBC and my upcoming job... Love her... she is simply like my Godma... looking after me well, and looking for the best job for me. Bitching and gossiping over my work at CNBC, one of her candidate... blah blah blah...
I think I have my route planned out more or less, unless there will be changes again. Hmmm....
1. New job found at Datacom. From temp to perm.
2. Application to SIM RMIT with Clara.
3. Paso classes, dance practice night and Union Sq every Saturday.
4. Most important, Private lesson on Sunday.
5. More private individual lessons.
6. Driving lessons.
7. Upcoming night classes.
8. More dancing...
9. The most waited for... my upcoming bronze medal exam in June for dance.
10. More work, giving tuition and at Actors.
I m looking forward to my busy schedule again. Busy schedule is always good for me.
So... BOYS... stay out of my way... stop irritating me or I will bite as stated in my profile. And esp, you dun come knocking on ppl's door when I only just got to know you for like only a day! That's ridiculous... I barely know you... and that's not the way to get to know a person more....
If I hardly reply to messages... you jolly well know what that means. Means... you irritate me too much or you have already scared the shit out of me by doing things to the extend of my limits.
Thank you very much!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/20/2006 09:50:00 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
But heck it.... I cant be bothered with anything else esp guys. But at least I know how to open my bloody mouth to apologise which not all people can do it. Haa...
All I care now is to catch with my dance and train more on my technique. Kane should seriously try training all by himself with Annie lao shi.
I am always looking forward to every Saturday and Sunday for these are the 2 days I would be dancing and training.
Saturday night dance practice at Annie lao shi's dance studio was totally cool and fun. Practiced the routine, tried Jive and Rumba with Spiff and did a bit of Salsa with Bao Sheng... Totally fun... The best part is when you are with all the young kids. They make you feel so lively. Joking and laughing and making each other do splits against the mirrors and using all their force on me to split my legs.. OMG!!!
Sunday... Kane had to study for his supp paper on Monday and we had the lesson cancelled... But since I was so restless at home, I decided to train individually... It was really tough as I totally do not have the foundation to the basic technique. But I would say I improved a bit after this lesson... My $50 was definitely not wasted and I would definitely find time to train individually again. Kane should train individually too. Kekeke... will tell him... keke... cos he seriously have alot to catch up too.
Not only dance, I had great fun on Saturday night supper with my friends... Guys we should do this more often... lol... at least to kill my time on Saturday.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/19/2006 10:05:00 PM
I may be a stuck arrogant bitch but I dun care. I think seriously I should be out of Actors. I hate all these happenings. Neither m I pretty nor popular... I am who I am... so you guys accept it or not that's not really my problem.
I don't care who is at fault and whose not... All will be considered to be at fault. And I admit that I am at fault as well. I am to be blamed for causing all these as well. I am sick and tired of all these things. But if you think you want to go and tell anyone of them about what I have stated in my blog then so be it.
You are alright and I never said anything bout you acting like a lawyer when you are at Actors. But I think your attitude that day was way off. But dun get me wrong, I do appreciate what you did.
All I can say, you scared the shit out of me when all I asked for was time. And I hate been forced to answer questions which are not within my limits and that irritates me alot. I do not want to care who is talking to who. But I think this has gotten too many people involved.
Well, what I tag in my tagboard is what I tag. So accept it or not I dun wanna know. Whether you hate me for this I too do not want to know. I'm probably not that kind of demure gal you people think I am. I will fight for my rights and to those who goes against me... so that's the real me I know.
Well, Im sorry to have offended you in my tagboard then and I will take back my words for those are anger words.
People I know who are involved are Audrey and Irene. And I do not know you responded her... that's gonna be between you and her for I do not know what went on between the both of you when I was talking to Audrey. Comments I received were angry words and I said nothing but to ask her to calm down. How Julia came to know, I would not want to know. And oh, I cant quite handle that kind of sense of humor and that's too bad for me.
If you are trying to be sacastic in a certain way in your email then I would have nothing to say cos I would not wish to bother. And if you really went to confront Zsa for that, I really have nothing to say. Cos that's totally stupid cos I do not want her to get involved as well.
I have experienced more than enough shit to know what is going on in my life. I am meeting all kinds of strange people. And thanks people, I have enough of all these.
I think all of us practically have to learn how to accept facts. Oh well... and that goes the same for me for I know many people will be talking behind my back as well.
Well, who is RW, I do not know myself. Anyway, you will not be knowing her unless you talk to her then.
STOP ALL THESE IRRITATING THINGS NOW... IM JUST GONNA LEAVE EVERYTHING AT THE BACK OF MY HEAD. Accept it or not but its just gonna be this way for me.
Oh... and guys, thanks for reading my blog... If you all think that you cant accept it then dun bother reading them. Thank you!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/19/2006 02:23:00 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Just because he is a lawyer he thinks he is so great!!! WTH!!! Tuesday, he was simply trying to force an answer out of me when I said I needed time. He even pissed off my Godma and Irene when they were just advising him, all he gave was an attitude and thinking that they were telling me to reject him. He is so afraid of ppl talking behind his back... If you did not do anything wrong then wat are you afraid off!!!
Then he even went to the extend to get the catalogues for different Universities.
Straight away, I msg back,'Colin, you seriously do not have to go to the extend of doing all these. I am seriously not up for a relationship... blah blah blah...'
He could even tell me... well, I m not asking for a marriage... just wanna be with you and take care of you... blah blah blah.... when you are 'READY' then we will talk about it...
So guys... isnt he asking for relationship... WTH...!!!
But ytd, he called.... using his office no. Then he twisted the whole thing round. This is wat he said, 'Carin, Carin... dun hang up on me... I think you got me wrong... you misunderstand what I was telling you.... I am not up for a relationship yet... blah blah blah.......'
OMG!!! Now he switch the whole thing round to make it sound like I am the one who wants the relationship... WTH!!! F*** OFF!!! Irene and I look down on you... just because you think you are a lawyer and you wanna safe yr pride...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/18/2006 02:58:00 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Loads of new updates and I could not believe my ears when she told me that she was in Tiger Airways... Rosie is in SQ... I am so tempted to join the SQ asap. To be in SIA is what I have always dreamt off.
Now, there would be a switch of plans...
After much discussions with my friends... I, myself also realise that UOL do not cater to my needs. What I need is to fall back on accounting still and nothing else.. What UOL can offer me is only Management courses which I think its not very useful to me. Thought of Monash but it's DAMN BLOODY EXPENSIVE... 1 module is AUD1600. Who the hell can afford that kind of money man.
I always hated SIM and promised myself that I would never go back there... But I think I would soon have to eat back my words. Most likely I would end up studying at SIM RMIT, degree in accounting. Looks like me, Penny and Clara are stuck back to accounting and nothing else.
But the problem is RMIT do not offer a full time degree. Which means I would have to work and study at the same time. Means I would have to travel back to Clementi again after 3 years of studying in Ngee Ann Poly... That Suck!!!
Thinking about all these throughout the day, I sort of came up with a decision. If I am able to afford and if there would be an increase of pay for my job in time to come, I wanna get a second hand car... Discussed with my mum... hai... turns out to be... 'Why not you and brother share the cost of the road tax and insurance and we do not have to sell the car' Ok fine... I dun mind sharing the cost but I bet my brother will be using the car more than I do. And if that's the case, that seriously sucks. I might as well get a cheaper second hand car and I own it by myself. No one to snatch using the car from me.
But next I would have to worry is the course fees... paying through my dad's CPF or I pay it myself... But I bet I cant afford that kind of money as yet...
-_-'''
I seriously need to start up with my cash flow statements. lol... oh man... typical accountant then... ppl owe you money, yr AR... I owe my dad installment money, Im the AP. Wah... that makes up the full set of accounts finally....
Now, I hope is to receive good news from my agent tml that the company is gonna take me and offer me that job. That would really make a great start for me.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/16/2006 09:59:00 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
OMG!!!
Seriously, dear lord!! give me a break.... I need a break from all these things. Every single things just happened to fast and too sudden for me. I just cant take this sort of stuff.
If you say a lot of gals are hitting on you... Oh pls... I have like tons of guys trying their luck to hit on me as well... just way too many... I just cant stand it anymore. (trying to be humble)
As friends, I had dinner with Leon last Friday... And as friends, I watched a movie and had dinner and chilled out at wala with Colin... JUST FRIENDS...
Why do guys simply just dun get it... When a gal goes out with you, not necessary that they are really interested in you. At least not for now. OMG!!!
Yes Colin is a lawyer who settles every single bills... Im not rejecting or anything as yet... but... I just cant face myself to a relationship as yet. And if I do, Im not true to myself.. Im just not ready.
I was planning to put full concentration on my dance... nothing else but work and dance and no other things.
I think I simply give ppl the wrong impression... Oh lord!!! help me.... I really do not know what to do...
To tell the truth, all these while, I always had 2 ppl on mind... SL and BS. But it seems that there's no way I would be with either one of them. NEVER!!
I guess... now I would still want to be a SINGLETON... I think I simply just send out wrong signals... Help me!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/15/2006 03:24:00 AM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
As for the interview I went this morning at Ubi, my agent sms-ed me saying that I stand a very good chance of getting the job. And since its at Ubi and its so much nearer to home and nearer for my driving lessons, why would I not rather accept that application. Not that I am very interested to be an Auditor.
I am really keeping my fingers cross for the job application over at Ubi. I am so thankful that my agent continued to promote me as a good applicant. But of cause, she get benefits out of it as well... Well, its fair for everyone.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/14/2006 12:08:00 AM
Monday, March 13, 2006
Went over to Tampines mall to look for slippers...
But....
Before I could enter the shopping mall... I saw people whom I really do not know if I wish to see...
Mikey and Ki... supposedly I think Ki saw me... but my heart was racing so fast all of a sudden, I just tried ways and means to hide and disappear into the crowd.
Haa... dun ask me why I did that but I just did it.
Life has been pretty much the same just that I would have to plan my Saturdays on what I wanna do after my dance practice.
We in fact do have a conflict of interests and these do not do us well. So well well...
I kinda like my life now... and I should maintain my singlehood. Being a Singleton feels quite good. Not having to tell anyone my whereabouts except my mum.
Today... 13th March, Monday... My time has finally ended over at CNBC Asia... True to say, I am actually quite looking forward to it... just 1/2 hr more and I m out of this company. After all the hassle I have been through.. its jus not worth it... Having to see the irritating looks on their faces.
Now, I am only praying hard and keeping my fingers crossed that I would get the job over at Ubi. As the interview today was quite good.
Have yet to hear response from NTU.. but.. nah.. fat hope...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/13/2006 05:08:00 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Instead of asking people to grow up and smell the daisies... You should apply that to yrself by not commenting on other peoples' doings. And I can see that you have a problem with my thick accounting skull... then so be it.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/09/2006 04:48:00 PM
I hate it when it comes to a point when everyone is either blaming others when their stuff have gone missing or backstabbing others all the time.
Next is that they are not satisfied with the work of what others have done.
Now the GL lady and my FC are arguing over the account reconciliation like how I used to argue... LOL...
Seriously, I wash my hands off and now going to bother bout their arguements and let them settle themselves.
But seeing the whole arguement really makes me laugh more than stress. ITS NOT MY PROBLEM ANYMORE.
People I face are all 2-headed. What has this world become to... Lol...
People are just weird... but Im not saying that I am not weird... I can be weird also... Well well...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/09/2006 03:24:00 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
They either have split personalities or they just would not forgive and forget.
Spilt personalities...
I don't know why... but I think its just a sickness. One who just simply lies about everything in life trying to seek attention. Doing things that are so obvious and people can see through it like immediately.
Forgive and forget...
They just simply keep blaming the other people around them who have actually hurt them so much. But they simply would not want to think positively. Who you are now is how you train yrself to be and with the surrounding happenings. I believe that everything is all up to you on whether you want to rebel or just be good. There's no one to put the blame on... Just depend on yrself and stay independent and always think about how others would think. But not always wanting them to go according to your way. You cant possibly just take and not give in. This what you are.
Continuing that you dun have to worry about the payment of the house and the electical bills. That's almost equilvalent to staying for free.
One shall not just drown him or herself with hate towards others and start whinning non-stop. Never to whin all the time to a particular person. It would only just cause hate in the end. Now I understand why one say that it would be boring. Bring yrself up and have more faith in oneself and not living with hatred and sorrows. Face facts.
Next is having oneself living in a world of fantasy.. I world which totally do not exist. Wake up and face the reality and be practical. Fantasy life is one always wish to have but that is simply impossible. How I wish that I could live in a world of fantasy and not have to worry about anything. Everything would just be a fairytale.
Days passed and another week of dance lessons are over... Can't wait till Saturday and Sunday arrive. Annie Teacher teachings really motivate me to work even harder on my dance. I can't wait for any upcoming performance or competitions.
I will make sure that I achieve something from my dance. I must make sure that I master all my 5 dances well and especially on my techiques...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/06/2006 09:56:00 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
All I want is to have a day where all of us just gather and get together as it has been a long time we met since we graduated from Poly.
It's ok been an organizer, just as long as everyone will be happy when we meet each other and giving each other a nice warm hug.
Now its more of compromising and understanding due to the fact that since everyone is either working or having NS.... Some things are really beyond our control. It's not that it's gonna be changed so easily.
WELCOME TO THE REAL WORKING WORLD....
All I wish for is that you enjoy the Saturday Night.... We did it because you are our friend. Please dun throw hissy fits already... its really no point, its gonna hurt us as well.
We love you as our friend always.
Im tired.... so many things happening at the same time... I cant think... Im really out of my wits.... Im tired.... I wish to have peace in my mind. From everything, away from parents, relationships, work but to dance all the way instead....
Sucidal, Sleepy mode
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/03/2006 09:37:00 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
I mean you are our friend and we wanted to do something nice for you. And hoping that you will like it. And Royce was actually very keen to come but he was only been informed like today from what I know.
Anyone out there, never be an organizer... its a tough job gathering people...
I seriously haveing headaches with so many things...
PANADOL PLS, ANYONE.... OMG!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/02/2006 04:23:00 PM
Date : 4th March 2006
Time : After 7pm cos my dance lesson ends at 7pm
Venue: Marina Sq but still have not decided on what to eat.
1. Changing Appetites
2. Fish & Co (if there is)
3. Famous Amos... (lol) right sulie... 1kg worth of cookies... and sit by the roadside to munch on it.
After dinner event.. I have loads of time to spare.
Looks like Balaclava is out... Hmmm... where else???
People to inform for dinner...
1. Royce (ok... he's cant make it... he has duty for both sat & sun)
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/02/2006 10:52:00 AM
Email sent out... Received the reply within a very short period of time...
Everything seems to be flowing well.
Had a small conversation with my FC, Boon Kiat just now through the chat room which is installed in all out computers. That's so good for a little secret talking session. Lol...
But oh well... back to the what I wanted to say.
Life as an Auditor... this what my FC briefly said and advised.
1. Are you prepared to work long hours?
2. The pay are very miserable...
3. Auditing is looking through at other companies' accounts and your accounts fundamentals are not strong... this I would have to agree.
4. Short working period is not going to bring you far unless you work for about 3 - 5 yrs.
5. But think ahead of what you really want to do...
My answer was like...
I think Im prepared to work long hours just that I would have to sacrifice some of my committments. (But I dun have much committments now other than giving tuition, driving, dancing and working in the pub, but after typing all these down.. wah... its damn alot of stuff going on in my life.. NO TIME...) SUFFER IS THE WORD FOR ME.. I would have to agree that my accounting knowledge sucks.. Lol.. But what Im glad that my FC encouraged me to go through the hardship and that would make me a better person... Hmmm and yeah... What I really wish to do...
SERVICE LINE, SERVING MY CUSTOMERS WELL... but... I was shot back again... saying that I have to think about it properly. Accounting has a better prospect but that makes one a boring person.. And yes indeed.
Oh well....
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/02/2006 10:24:00 AM
Job offered to be an Auditor.... Life sucks???
Hi Devdas,
This is Carin Pang here, Ian's friend. The one who met you up for the interview last Friday.
I would like to accept the job offer you offered to me. But as stated in my resume, due to my current job status, I am only available on the 14th of March 2006, Tuesday.
I hope to hear from you soon. Thanks you so much.
Best Regards
Carin
Replied...
Dear Carin,
It is good to know that you have made your decision to work with LTC.
I will submit your application for the job to HR for processing. You will hear from them shortly.
The terms and conditions and benefits will be clearly made known to you. We will provide on the job training, conducting of forums and classroom training sessions during our off season, which is in the second half of the year. You will be allowed to claim transport costs for trips made to the clients office for audit fieldwork. You will be briefed on these procedures when you join.
Your start date of 14 March is acceptable to us.
There is an interview form that you have not filled out the other day. Perhaps the administration did not pass it on to you. Could you kindly come over and have the form filled out. Thank you.
And we look forward to having you on board.
Best regards,
Devdas
2nd email sent out today
Dear Devdas,
Thank you so much for welcoming me on board. I will be keen on learning as much as I can and doing to my best.
As for the interview form, there was no one at the reception desk at that point of time. When do you need me to go down and fill up the interview form? When the HR contacts me or would you want me to go down this Friday but I am afraid that it might have to be after work at 530pm - 6pm.
I look forward to be working for LTC.
Best Regards
Carin
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/02/2006 10:20:00 AM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
I would just have to accept the reality and fate.
Right from the beginning, I believe that whatever is yours it will always be yours. Depending how is one going to achieve and maintain it.
Neither one of us are at fault...
I think I just miss my 'singlehood'. Guys... pls remind me to remain single for at least 2 years.. lol... thanks alot...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/01/2006 09:47:00 PM
Date : 4th March 2006
Time : After 7pm cos my dance lesson ends at 7pm
Venue: Bugis (Fish & Co)
or where would you all prefer.... Dhouby Ghaut or Suntec??
Please name it....
Do inform Royce and/or Hong Zhi
Any plans after dinner....?? Name it as well...
I was thinking of chilling out... Balaclava
Im supposed to go there to support my friend's band... Sulie wanna go?
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/01/2006 05:25:00 PM
My mum may really torture me but I appreciate what she had done, maybe not all... but without her, I would have really gone astray a long time ago. What kind of person I am now, is how I was been brought up and it's not gonna change overnight.
If you think my words were harsh that morning... then Im sorry... but think about what I have said.It depends on whether you want to agree with me or not or maybe Im wrong in everyway.
Oh well.... in life there are many difficulies you will definitely have to face and encounter. Not everything is gonna be going according to our own way... and as for me, I would rather give and let the other party feel comfortable and be happy. That's my way of life. Everyone who knows me, knows me as this sort of person.
'I care for you, but not to the extent of love'
And from your entry... it seems that you never took this relationship with love but only with care... I feel that, that's not very fair....
Anyway, this is all I have to say.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/01/2006 02:22:00 AM
Everything sucks... so what more can I expect. Nothing...
All I would always say.... I repeat that AGAIN... Im used to it.
I bet he did not refer to this blog to know what actually is going on.
1. Arguements with my mum
2. Thinking of what is going to happen next
3. Organising events/gatherings
4. Relationships -_-
5. Slight arguements with my supervior
6. Hate closing month end periods
7. Worrying about cash flow problem (which is always the case)
8. Worrying about the admission to University
9. Worrying about what people actually think about me
Oh well.... just 4 words
Im used to it.....
It's like another expisode just ended and its gonna start a new one again.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/01/2006 12:44:00 AM
