Tuesday, November 29, 2005


Everything is sort of turning out 'perfect'. My bank account is sort of slightly stable at the mean time. Need to save up quite abit of money for the 'just-in-case' purpose for the 'rainy days'. Lalala...


I had my money well-spent. Got my bluetooth device, spare compatible battery and desktop charger which comes with a hp cover. Spent all at a price of $84.
From the remaining $150 I had, I still save quite a bit from the total overall. Woohoo...


Paying up my debts slowly for now through instalment basis. Lol....


Hoping for time to pass faster and reach 15th Dec when my pay comes in again. So that I can clear more of my debts.


All I need now, is extra time for myself for dance at Union Sq. Next goal would be....
PRIVATE DANCE LESSONS I suppose... but at least for now... technique lessons for me.
lalalalala...


I seriously need to draw up my budget plan and cash flow. lalala....
ACCOUNTANTS... 'yeah right'....

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/29/2005 03:26:00 PM

Monday, November 28, 2005


Haa..... I have finally got what I wanted. A new Samsung E-730 handphone which is orginally worth $298.
Fortunately, my old phone is still worth at $200. So I just practically have to top up with $98. Woo hoo.... Just had to add on $50 to maintain the price plan of my mum's line. So, in total, I only paid $148!!! Woo... I practically save up $150.
Lalalalala....


I GOT A NEW HP!
I GOT A NEW HP!
I GOT A NEW HP!
I GOT A NEW HP!
I GOT A NEW HP!
I GOT A NEW HP!
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Im so happy!!!
Its 1.3MP camera and camcorder. Pictures are damn clear. With MP3 and FM functions. Just what I always needed.
Anyway, Im so HAPPY!!!

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/28/2005 10:10:00 AM

Sunday, November 27, 2005


Finally... the truth is out. Tina and Irene are actually not on good terms. At last, I have found someone, which is Tina. We, both have to same thinking about Irene. Stuck-up and attention seeker. Her words are always filled with sacarism.


Cant really be bothered with her.
Nvm.. I have Tina and we can complain to each other. For we both agree on the same facts.

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/27/2005 09:23:00 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005


Working life in a any or every company can never be peaceful. Worse case situation is that there will be load of fury arguements. Or the minor case situation is when everyone is sort of backstabbing behind each other's back. Hmmmm....


The first month in CNBC seems totally fine. But come to think about it think and seeing what's actually going on, there is actually conflicts within them. Irene with BoonKiat and Tina... Hmmmm....


Well, cant be bothered. I shall just do my own work. Just listen to anything if there is a story going on. Woohoo... love stories.. Lol... just as long as it does not involve me. LALALALA.....


This month closing... is sort of totally hell for me. I will thrown with so much things to do all of a sudden.. AR and AP completed all at the same time and its back to me to complete the closing. My god!!! Loads of references, loads of scratching of head and pulling of hair. I almost died yesterday.
If I am not wrong, its not a lot I suppose... but just that this time its hands on by myself most of the time. So.. its... hair pulling session....
STRESS!!!!


Ok... cut the crap... back to work...

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/25/2005 01:15:00 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005


This year is not much of an enjoyment to me. Its just another year passed, and again, Im one year older. Today itself, 21st November 2005, its the day I turn 21 years old. The key to freedom to adulthood. But is it really all about freedom and the kind of freedom that I really want?


What do I want exactly? I have no idea. Its seems that my life is boring. This birthday I would say its totally quiet even though I turn 21 for only once like what Caryn said. But what choice do I have. Unlike last year, full of fun and laughter.
My mind concept sort of changed a bit I guess. More matured??


Saturday, 19th Nov 05, I had a dinner celebration with my family and Joshua together at Hua Ting resturant. Then, down to Clark Quay to meet up with Colin, Ang and Jonathon. And then happened to know that Ang and Jonathon are my Ngee Ann Juniors.
Crappy ppl I would say. Now is that I just wonder how is Colin doing and whether if he got screwed by his dad for drinking so much.


Sunday was nothing much as well. Lunch with my beloved '4 of a kind' pals. It's always so nice to have them around. Talking crap and teasing each other. Thanks for everything!! I really appreciate it. Thanks for the gifts but having you guys as my friends is the best gift!
Sunday was rather fun. Had driving and its totally fun. I made it without stalling the engine at all while driving around the circuit. Totally fun, but still abit tense. So looking forward to next Sunday for driving lesson.


Today, the actual day... This morning, woke up and checked my hp messages. I am surprised and so glad and so touched that Wilson, Jonathon, Norman and Ian sent their greetings to me. *TOUCHED*
Most glad to be meeting up Shaun again after a long time.


But oh well, in general, this birthday is almost quiet......


SHHHHHH...............

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/21/2005 10:08:00 AM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005


Working in an office is not as good as it seems sometimes.


Firstly, you suffer from paper cuts, stable bullets piercing into your fingers.
Secondly, you suffer having to breathe in contaminated air in the enclosed compound for like 7hrs.
Thirdly, its worse when you get to know colleagues who are nasty and sacastic at words.


One good example is my colleague, Irene who is in-charged in teaching me every thing which I need to know when she's gone for maternity leave.
For now, I need her to guide me through then is stay away from me or else.....
She is a person who does not think before talking. And this way will eventually cause misunderstanding between other people.


Take today for an example. Its Linda and Shuhui who actually realised on my coming birthday through friendster.
I just made a little kind comment stating that they are obsessed with friendster. I am actually glad that they took notice.
But Irene just shot out a sentence saying something about,"What so happy about, we are also not gonna take notice."


Its fine with me, and I just answered back. I didnt even mention to them about my birthday, that means I dun intend to celebrate. So who gives a hoot on whether do you or not take note of my birthday.


If you want to show that you are been bias, just go ahead. I seriously dun give a damn. If other people wanna praise me, dun get jealous. It just shows that Im good and you are not.


If you think I do not deserve those good comments, then proof it to me. I am here to work just like you are and EXTRA work I would say. If you think that I am not good enough to take over your position when you are gone then just inform the HR and get a new replacement.


I do my work and I try to do it to the best no matter how bad or slow I am.
Who is going to actually really make it the first time round.


Pea brain.... think before you open your mouth to talk woman!!! Show other people respect first before been able to receive respect from others.

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/16/2005 08:46:00 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005


Excited... Excited... Excited!!!! After 2 years.... I am finally gonna start my first driving lesson next Sunday...


Haa... so wanna get my driving license asap....

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/14/2005 09:06:00 AM

Friday, November 11, 2005


It's 9 days and counting down.... to Nov 21st. Very soon, after this coming 9 days I turn 21 years old. Meaning, I have been on this earth for 21 years and still living, with 'hell'... *shrugz*


How am I going to celebrate?? C'mon, its 21... the point where we adult teens achieve their true key to their freedom.. (I think...)


Time really passes very fast. Come to think about it now, I have grown alot in terms of mentality. But as for physical appearance... nah... I have always looked almost the same throughout the years.


Back to the main point. Hmmm.... as for my birthday, other than Sulie, Penny.. or maybe even Royce and my baby... I wonder who else would still remember the date '21st Nov.., it's Carin's Pang 21st birthday.'


Met up with Ian, Raj and Nick last Friday.... as they were down at Actor's drinking abit. I am very surprised that Ian actually still remember my birthday.
*touched* Lol...
But who else???


Oh oh... yes... Wilson remembered... and he says he's gonna give me a present as I was a nice friend.. Lol....


Ok... birthday point is down. In actual fact is that, I have so free, I so have got nothing to do that I am actually typing down an entry.


I have nothing else better to do now. I am lazy to help Linda with her own personal filing. As I said, it has got nothing to do with me....
BUT.... the point is... I will start to doze off if I have got nothing to do after this. Hmmm.... Come to think of it... I realise that my income is earned quite easily at the current moment. Lalalalala.....


I simply cant bear to think that I actually have nothing to do but just to sit and rot. Meaning.... in the end, 'that lucky ghost' aka Linda ... will achieve my help. *yawns*


I am lazy to continue typing already... so yeah... Hai....


*WHO 'ELSE' WILL REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY?? OTHER THAN THOSE WHO GETS TO KNOW IT THROUGH MY BLOG HERE....*

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/11/2005 03:06:00 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005


Working at CNBC is more off waiting for (3 things)
1. accounts closing days
2. doing up of accounts reconciliation
3. and the last 2 working days of the month which is PAY DAY!!!


Other than that, I would sort of remain mute most of the time. Im like sort of an invisible person in the company.
But wat heck.... My life revolves around my colleagues is like sort of free labour... when I actually do not need to do any other things other than the first 2 points above.


Basically, my life there would be quite free or rather I would say... very free except of cut-off and reporting periods.


My colleagues except Linda would not really talk to me most of the time... cos those firstly... Linda is the pet among them but its not my problem. Next is, they would just only give me instructions which I need to do in my job.


That's all and that's final... but I dun hate them... I would just do my own job and be done with it.

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/10/2005 01:34:00 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005


My life simply often revolves around with 3 kinds of medicine.


1. Flu tablets
2. Cough tablets/ mixtures
3. Fever tablets


I am finally sort of down again... And when I say again... its like only less than half a year. My body is quite weak. I sort of have a slight temperature of 37.6 degree C.


Why must we humans get ill. Hmmm..... Hate it.
I have to work tml... I MUST RECOVER!!!


Moral of the story... I simply work too much.

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/06/2005 01:22:00 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005


Working at ACTORS today was totally maddness even though the crowd only started coming in at about 10pm onwards.


People are crazy!!! By right, as the time gets later... people will go home. But at ACTORS, its the opposite. More people are coming in.... *faintz*


And again... its only me and Freddy working... with the help of Uncle Philip washing the glasses and having Alan coming in after his work to help up.
Talking about working.... some people simply have no responsibility. One example is the most current worker. He just disappeared without giving any notice and he could not even be bothered to answer calls and reply to messages. WTF!!!


And who says customers are always in the right... Im disgusted with those customers who thinks they are so great and start showing their attitude.


Claudia's birthday... but who cares... made a mess after cutting her bloody cake and then getting herself drunk and making a big HOOHA... practically like a drama scene.
Gigi was there as well... she also got herself drunk. Out of kindness, I tried to take care of her... In the end, all I get was a sacarstic remark and not even a word of thank you. Since my kindness is not taken into consideration, then heck it. I will leave you to rot. Who gives a damn on who you are. You are no one to me. Dun come and raise your voice at me.


Like I said... dun step on me or stand in my way!! I'll BITE!!! So 'F' off!


Ridiculous people!!!


If you cant drink, then dun be a dumbass by getting yourself drunk in public and make a dramatic scene. No one will give a hoot. All they would do is stand and watch and laugh in their hearts.


9 hours of working... standing all night... its simply hard earned money. Not at all easy...
Working sucks at times when the cash coming in is so little.
Whats $1.5k now in this kind of society. NOTHING!!! PEANUTS!!! All the hard earned money is practically not enough to survive in this world worse still if you have a family. Even if you have the education, it does not even assure you that you will have a stable job in future and what's more with those who do not have the education.


Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/05/2005 06:23:00 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005


Im bored.... Having to be on my own in the office is a good thing. No one to push me to do things as yet. But thinking that my colleague who is in-charged of guiding me, is going on leave next friday. I wonder what work would I have to do on that day itself.


If only CNBC do not have any restrictions in the usage of the internet website. If only we are able to use MSN like my previous work place. It would be so cool.... FUN..


Now Im bored. So I have nothing else better to do but to type an entry.


BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!
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Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/04/2005 01:18:00 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005


I can talk. I can socialize. I can talk to someone I know for the first time. I can talk to my friend's friends. But I simply cant socialize with my boyfriend's friends much.


There's practically communication break down.(Maybe... *shrugs*) Looks like the only person I can talk to is Xian Zhen.


Well, I dun know.


As for another case.....
I really dun know how to type it down. Probably Im just thinking too much. But everything just scare me more than enough to pull down my self-esteem.
What's gonna happen I would not know. Words and actions seems to be totally different. What assurance do I get?


I have a friend whom I know from salsa. He was at Zouk yesterday and was chatting with him on msn just now. This is a part of the conversation.


- John : Hey... I got to know this korean babe yesterday.
- Me : Hey you got a gf right?
(Before I can compete my sentence saying that I saw them quite a few times. But he replied me this.)
- John : Get to know new friends only ma.


What can I say..... What can I think about. Would he even place himself in his gf's shoes and think how would she feel. But maybe she would not even mind at all.


Hmmm..... cant be bothered to think of it now.
All its needs is to just have friends which would be more than enough. What am I, taken into consideration? Nah... I doubt so.


Yesterday and today would be a good example.


I seriously dun give a hoot for now!


It happens to me before. I think it can happen again.


I will check my entry again... not necessary now. I may type wrongly cos I type faster and my brain is wols.... So whatever...

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/03/2005 11:23:00 PM


ZOUK!!!!


Whoever says ZOUK was fun and exciting......
Pls... go and shoot yrself!!!


Its like WTF!!
So freaking crowded and so freaking.... as in really freaking LONG QUEUE.


Ok.... I was superly no mood. Firstly, I was dumb enough to forget to bring along any identity card when swapping wallet to a smaller case.
But thats still not the point. Cos right from the start, I never wanted to go... Just that it newly renovated. Could just go and take a peep.


But wat the heck!!! JUST LOOK AT THE FREAKING QUEUE.


1 HOUR AND 15 MINS OF WAITING!!!!


I could have just gone wala earlier and we could even have seats upstairs and enough the life band there.


But heck it!! Its finally over!!
I swear that I WILL NEVER GO ZOUK again!! But depending on the queue as well first.
BUT STILL......

Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 11/03/2005 01:53:00 PM


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