Friday, December 30, 2005
Time: Meet at about 1pm - 2pm..
(Give me grace allowance cos I will be working till very late today.)
Place to meet first:
Bugis MRT control station
Place we will be going to have lunch at:
LIYANA'S WORKPLACE.
So if there's any changes pls give a call or msg on my hp as I will not be around.
Do inform the rest who will not be able to see this entry.
As for Sulie darling, you re-confirm with me again as in whether you can make it to that timing.
Ok.. done...deal...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/30/2005 12:27:00 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
NEW YEAR MEET-UP
Date:
31st Dec 2005, NEW YEAR EVE
Time:
About in between 1pm to 2pm
Sulie confirm with me your flight timings again so that I can rearrange the timing and day to meet up.
Venue:
Guys!! Seriously... give me as much suggestions as you can and tag it on my tagboard.
Places I can think of:
1. Suntec/Hereen - Marche
2. Suntec/Hereen - N.Y.D.C
3. Takashimaya - The Pasta cafe (again??? hmpf..)
4. Takashimaya - Seoul Garden
5. HAWKER CENTRE - NEWTON CIRCLES... Wooo....
(But would the stalls even be open on that day and for lunch??)
Guys... I need more suggestions or you all can vote on the above 5 places.
Ciao!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/28/2005 10:13:00 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
"Dishwalla Angels Or Devils lyrics"
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
Just simply love the meaning of this song... Hmmm..... well well
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/27/2005 04:21:00 PM
Sunday.. Well, not too great as my head was still spinning due to the lack of sleep I have. Pei Xuan's chalet wasn't fun at all, as its only me and Sam who went. The rest could not make it at the very last minute... But oh well, we left early... It was great meeting up with Wilson to go to the beach again for a nice slow walk and enjoying the sea breeze. It's been like almost close to a year since we last went to the beach.
Wilson... my dance friend, but we can really get so attached. But overall, we are just friends. But I feel that, I sort of miss this friend.
Yesterday, BOXING DAY!!! Best day I had for the week!! Went to JB with Darling Sulie. I simply really couldn't believe, I spent alot of money yesterday. But Im contented!! We had great Lunch at the so-called 'Swensens' which is actually 'Seasons'. Best thing which amused me the most is that I could actually receive reception at certain areas and my mum rang me.. Phew... she didnt notice anything different about the dial-tone.
3 new tops... love them so much.. Clothes with great designs which you cannot find in Singapore and at only $22+ for 2 of the tops one more which definitely cant find in Singapore is like $45+... a new belt and some stuffs from Watsons.
What's best is having to do Manicure and Pedicure for the first time. I seriously know how to pamper myself this time.
As most of my friends know that I have genetic thick layering of skin, its no way it will ever get thin and smooth especially on my feet. But they really did a great job on my feet, trying their very best to remove as much dead skin as possible.
Now my feet feels so much lighter and thinner.
Best of all, I actually sign a 8-times course with them for RM455 which is about S$200+.. Im seriously crazy. You know what this means... I HAVE TO GO IN TO JB FOR 8 TIMES!!!
Simply just love JB.
Haa... amazed to receive Joshua's call when I reach Singapore... and as usual, he got shot back by my words... only looking for me when bored!! It's damn pretty obvious. Hello!!!!
Well, back to work!! Tata...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/27/2005 09:32:00 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Well, now that we are finally over, I think I feel like as though my load has lighten.
Working is still in my blood... workaholic.
Even though I didnt managed to find anyone to go out, working for Freddy on Christmas eve, Saturday, was good. All the joy I see in my customers' face, brightens me up.
Joshua, anyway, thanks for everything. Parting is only the best solution for us.
Goodbye...
New year to come ahead of me.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/25/2005 11:55:00 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
OK... I know.. its lame.
Well, was actually bored and was actually not in the mood for festive seasons. But now, my mind concept sort of changed a bit. Having to work in an American firm is always good. Good especially when someone is leaving or there's any festive seasons. There would definitely be buffet and parties... WooHoo...
Best thing is that you get to drink. When I say drink, its not just normal drinks but great Red Wine, White wine and Champange ---> however its spelt as.. Lol..
Today was great!! Pre-christmas celebration. Great food, great company and what I appreciate is the great christmas presents I received. Especially from my HR manager when she does not even know what to get for me as I didnt state my wish item. Lol..
Im getting into the festive mood already... lol...
Arab street shopping was GREAT!! FANTASTIC!!
Got my costume measurements done and then I got nice cloths... Lacey and liquid waves pattern.. New tube-dresses on the way... Woo Hooo....
But only if I have the extra cash at the moment.
I so cant wait to tailor make my dress...
WOO... Lace tube-dress...
As for now... is work time. Enjoyment of the christmas party and serving my beloved customers. Lalalalalala....
It gonna be whole loads of fun, fun and more fun. I cant wait to go JB on monday, boxing day.. lalalalla
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/23/2005 08:30:00 PM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
It was Sathesh's Social Night.
He's so sweet... when I could actually go down the 'The Pines' club myself and meet him straight there but he's such a gentlemen by coming all the way down to pick me up then heading straight to the club.
Considering that he's from Bukit Panjang to Tampines then to Pines Club... its only $25 plus... not that bad...
Once reaching there, it was like walking down a red carpet. Lol... As usual, he was the popular one among the 'officer cadets to be'. He's indian.. when I say indian... he's the really dark one. Im chinese and I m really fair. So the moment we walked in, we were really distinct. Lol... Everyone was like *WOW*
After not having to meet for quite some time, he was very nice. He actually got me a gift. A gift which really surprised me a lot. Something so elegant and looks expensive. Maybe it's actually expensive... My god....
*Faintz*
For he's the MC of the night, I was left at the table by myself at certain times. But what Im glad is that I get to meet quite some of my 'long time no see' friends, my juniors, my classmate when I first went to polytechnic, friend's friend. At other times, it was sort of also eye-feasting, seeing how other gals and guys dressed.
Too bad... didnt win any lucky draw... even though how much I wish to get the Creative cam-corder. *LAUGHS*
Drank abit and all the red wine and champagne was good...
At the end of it... I should be home sleeping... tired... sleepy...
Then again... he sent me home first... Very kind of him...
Thanks my friend...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/15/2005 10:00:00 AM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Tml, Wednesday.... finally... Cant wait to go to Sathesh's OCS Social Night. That silly guy is gonna come all the way to my place just to pick me up and he is like staying at Bukit Panjang. So damn far.... hmmm.... Well, sweet fellar... Well, but he ought to... cos Im doing him a favor.. Lol..
I think it's gonna be fun tml. Cant wait.. Woo Hoo.....
;)
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/13/2005 10:41:00 AM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
I actually came to a conclusion to end of everything which is of cause very pain in the heart. Considering that I experience this type of relationship 4 times in a roll. I should consider my immuned to it and not give a damn. WHAT ARE GUYS TO ME!? NOTHING... For they take gals/relationships for granted.
Once again, I ended up at Holland Village doing nothing but stoning at Coffee Bean & Tea Leafs sipping my English Breakfast Tea. Fav thing to do. By that time, I was actually very tired. My eyes felt very heavy and swollen. Met Joshua up but I have nothing to say. Everything was different. I can feel the coldness in the air and feel myself trembling badly, really badly. Shivering when I am not even cold. Giddy spells were set on me after a glass of stout and Jack Daniels coke with I had at ACTORS. My hands are shaking when Im writing.
There's no one to console me at all for I didnt want to disturb Sulie with my sorrows again. I have not much friends and all I can think of is Lawrence for he cared for me even when I was working at ACTORS with him. I am so glad and I really appreciate that Lawrence would make the effort to come all the way down just to console me when he actually didnt feel like going out. *TOUCHED* Have not seen him for such a long time. Missed him loads... the happy and fun times when working together. Thank god he came yesterday... I receive peacefulness and calmness in my heart when I see him.
Everywhere seems very quiet yesterday. My handphone battery was also dying on me. It was so quiet that I can't think well. Why am I even in this world. God is simply setting a test on all of us, each and everyone of us... Good or Bad?? I give up , I give in...
After overcoming one, and when its over, it happens again, and this time its not easy to overcome as yet. Im only wanted when Im needed
But after much thinking over at his place, the next time when it happens again, I really will not care anymore and just leave. I say it and I mean it.
His mum's eyes expressions was like as though Im the one who does not want to give up when its actually him who keeps on dragging. Wanting and not wanting. Its seriously very unfair for me.
I will see when Im needed again.. for thats the only time which he will call or msg me. Other than that... ha... I really cant be bothered for now.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/11/2005 08:38:00 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
I suddenly felt so lost. Dun know what to do but to linger around.
No appetite to eat at all for the past few days and I actually lost 2kg... Hmmm... looks like its a good way to lose weight...
It started at ACTORS, it ended at ACTORS. Nice ending I would say...
Well anyway,
I am tired......
Goodbye....
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/10/2005 04:49:00 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Its nice been with him. He dotes and cares for me. Really glad to know him and so nice having him as sort of a brother.
Went to parkway there to check out a dance studio.
Then Brian came to meet Spiff to pass him stuff.
So... when we were on our way to the bus-stop, this is how the conversation goes..
Brian: Grace (whatever is the name he said), she is so going to hate me for Im messaging Gladys like mad...
Spiff: Shhhhhh............ tsk...... tsk..... *cough* shhhhhh......
That point of time Im like whatever. It just sounds so familiar. Hai.......
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/07/2005 11:42:00 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
I slept very late.... too late... cried to sleep...
I really cant think and I dun wish to think.
If its found to be a chore then I have nothing to say.
Im very tired.... eyes swollen....
I need help... Shaun, Kok Wai, Sulie... I need help...
Suicidal mode. Nah............ whatever................
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/06/2005 09:28:00 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
All my mum thinks about is always our bad points and never praise us whenever we did something good.
All everyone thinks is that I am always out to enjoy myself. But FUCKING HELL!!!!!! I so wish I have the time. I so wish that I can go down Union Sq most of the time and enjoying myself by dancing crazily. Let go of everything in my head..
Looks like Im wrong. Things had never gone sort of 'perfect' as yet.
Looks like I would consider going to Thailand with Vallop in January. 3 days will also be good. Just to shop and relax my mind.
City area is simply bad at times.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/04/2005 01:46:00 PM
I just still have this thinking and feeling that there is betrayal. I hate that somehow, even though how much you would still care for me. In this case, I would rather be left aside. If anything will to happen which causes you to be in a state, I would rather you run and leave. I would not want to bother so much just don't let me find out that you are doing things behind my back.
Since in the very first place, you do not really trust me, then why should I even trust you after when so many things happened. Why should I even trust you in the very first place.
Acknowledgement. You said it's done so. But sorry, I still don't think so. Why? For, Im still classified as a 'FRIEND' towards some other people. Don't tell me 'no', you know it yrself. Just ask yourself. I can see and hear by myself. Im not blind or deaf.
I am seriously sick and tired of all this shit. I will remember and remember for life the sentence you have quoted to me. For that's the day which things happened.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/04/2005 07:17:00 AM
