Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Somehow I can't help it but feel that I am totally invisible in front of other people's eyes after passing through their life for quite sometime. It's like as through I was never around them at all.

Oh well...

Decisions or plans roughly thought but will never have me in the picture. I'm beginning to doubt myself if I am ever been taken into consideration. Will our actual plan still continue as decided about a month back or how long do we have to wait? What's the plan? What's the decision? I simply have no idea sometimes.


But what assurance do I get but just to only doubt on myself more.


It's been really a long time I've danced.... And I don't even know if I do miss dancing.... but I guess I just have to get myself hooked up to it once again.

Dancing shoes are still waiting for us to return to the dance floor... but when will the time be?
His has barely been worn and it's still sleeking new.
What can be done to turn back time and my guy would not have been injured.


As for now, I am struggling with my Finance modules and there is practically no one in school who can really help us. But I actually have a great friend, Benjamin!!

Though I do not really know him every since we got to know each other from friendster like almost 2 - 3 yrs till now. The last time we talked, he was mentioning to me about his relationship problem back then but I am glad he is happily attached now.
How we got to know each other was that he was studying finance degree in Aussie and I was about to start my finance degree... haha...
This time, I got help for my finance project through him though he is studying in Australia now. All he could do was to guide me through MSN. Great guy indeed!!! And I know name him as my big brother and a tutor to me for Finance!!! He never rejected helping me... as normally the case people will try to 'siam'.

YOU TELL ME LA... WHERE CAN YOU FIND A GREAT FIN TUTOR WHO SOMEMORE IS IN AUSTRALIA... MUAHAHHAHA


Weight has to be lost and I'm trying very hard but at certain days I fail on my food intake. Lunch was plain porridge with bitter gourd almost every office working days, which is good.
Skin has been taken care of recently but I have to be more hardworking to put my creams, masque and eye gel.

20th will be another try of the SQ interview but I wonder which rounds will I get through to. *Wish me luck*
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 10/09/2007 12:47:00 PM