Friday, September 30, 2005
I hate my life.... lol...
I'm worried... Oct 6, 2005, Thursday!!! My doomed day... Results out... Im I able to scrape through all my papers. I just wish I pass them all and be done with my polytechnic life.
ok... the next thing I have always wanted to blog this entry...
JESUS CHRIST!!!
For those gals who do not know how to predict their next period date...
Its counting 28 days starting from the day you FINISH your period... and not the very first day you start your period.
You jolly well still have blood for the first 7 days. And after that its when your blood starts to accumulate again... -_-'''
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/30/2005 01:13:00 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Its been quite some time since I last stepped into school which was after my exams. Im glad to be back in school but only in my school dance studio. Its been like almost a month I have not danced.
The formation dance which we are gonna learn seems very fun. New routine, new steps but of course with my same old beloved dance partner. Lol...
Missed my dance pals so damn much... CL, Daryl and me have not sat down and talk rubbish for a very long time. Though I have been meeting up CL quite often and that he always trying to make my blood vessals burst! Hmmm....
Can't wait for next monday where we will gather once again to talk rubbish and have a good dinner with a bottle of good red wine. WooHoo!!!
For now, Im so looking forward to dance.... I need to burn my fats.... -_-'''
Hai.... just talked to my mother about my furthering of studies... I feel so stress now. I dun know how is my way of path is gonna be like. SIM, Stansfield College, 'NTU', 'NUS'. I am so hoping that I am able to get into a local university but I jolly well know that I am definitely not able to get into NTU or NUS. Its totally impossible. Now, I suddenly feel like slamming my head against the wall and bleed to death.
I feel so retarded, so stupid. I am nuts at studying. Weak in studies. Hai... I seriously dun know what to do. I just suddenly feel so lost... VERY LOST!!!
I need help and guidance as in what I should do for my next step...
Argh... got to go and sleep la... Damn.. work at Carl's Jr tml...
*PISSED!!!*
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/28/2005 12:18:00 AM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Was in the train, on my way to meet Spiff at 12pm. There came in this couple... hmm... retarded I would say, especially the guy. Just because his girlfriend was late, he simply just scold her quite loudly 'what the fucking hell were you thinking at 1030am.. why the fuck cant you leave the house earlier.' And she simply just kept quiet. OH MY GOD!!! If my boyfriend is to ever use that 'F' word in my face. I will seriously......... ar hmmmm.......!!!
Thank god my baby is not that guy, or I will seriously smack to the max... I would say I am fortunate to have him, my baby, who pampers and treasures me alot. Even though he is in camp, we are still morally there for each other.
Lunch at Long John Silver 'again' LOL...
But this time was much better as they have CHEESE!!!!!!! wHOo...!! I LOVE CHEESE!! hAHA.. so I added CHEESE!!! (ok.. i know.. lame..)
Watched 'The Myth'... quite ok... but lame to the max. Jackie Chan, what can I say. It's only his stuns which are so hilarious that made all of us laughed crazily.
Show's ok... Not much comments...
Hurray!!! Tml, dance in school... simply cant wait. Even though school is so damn far.. but I am most willing to go down and dance.
Thursday.... shopping with Sulie and Penny, and hopefully baby will be able to book out that night, and I will go and look for him.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/27/2005 12:19:00 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Those 5 days were beautifully spent. My baby really pampers me alot. Well, its jus another 4 - 5 days and he is able to book out.
As for the coming week, I am cant wait to go out. I need to get another skirt. Darling Sulie and Penny, when do you want to go out?
So Spiff, have you decided when to bring your da jie and spamie out to that place you were saying that it is beautiful with good food and wine. Lol....
I miss you baby, take care of yrself in camp. Love and miss you tonnes even though I may sort of be enjoying myself for the time being. Keke.... Muack!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/25/2005 02:58:00 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
The moment I saw him, I was filled with happiness. I realised that I loved and missed him so much.
Had dinner with his parents as usual. Headed down to wala wala just to chill out for awhile. The more I look at him, the more I loved and cherished him each time.
I have never regretted knowing him in the very first place.
Love you baby.....
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/21/2005 12:10:00 AM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Met up Darling Sulie on the day itself of my last paper and we really had a great time. Met up at about 4pm at city hall, and went over to Carl's Jr for a slight snack as I have not eated anything since morning. Nokia Starlight Cinema was simply great. Having to watch a show in an open field and having pinic really feels great. Even though there were not much stars that night and sort of having abit of backache... Ha.. The best part is when I stayed over her place. Its been a long time since I last stayed over which was when we were having our exams. But that night was games of Mancala... Man!!! I so good at Mancala and its a MALAY game... haha... But ok.. i have to admit that I sucked at UNO, Monopoly and Scrabble. Lol... Oh whatever.
Friday, worked at ACTOR's Musical Bar as usual. Missed all the regular customers there. And its good to know that customers are asking for me and wondering why am I not working. Lol... Supposed to end of work at 2 or 3am. But the scary part is that, instead of having lesses people when its getting later, more people arrives.. Oh hell...
We practically could not move across the room. Loads of glasses to wash. Me and the new gal were practically at the sink most of the time washing and washing... And as usual, that bloody Claudia was 'eating snake' for almost 3 hours when we were all damn busy. Damn her!!! I was so damn pissed that night that I dun give a damn and complained to Freddy. Ha... I am so happy that she was been sacked finally.
Sunday was quite a good day for me as well. Went over to Estee's wedding ceremony. Oh man!! She looked fantastic in her wedding attire and make-up. Was very bored at the very beginning as Julia have not arrived yet. But once she was there, me, Julia and Estee were gossiping about Claudia again and abit of Gigi...
Went to City Hall after that to shop at MANGO. I managed to get a lace spag top to pamper and make myself happy. A top which I have been looking for. Went down to Xenbar but it was totally sucky. There's a lot of ppl whom I do not know, and even all those who know me probably thinks I am an alien from no where and suddenly appeared. Oh hell, whatever, I am glad that I called Alvin up. Met up with the whole group of my Carl's Jr colleagues for a drink at one of the pubs at Bishan park. They are really a group of gossipers and lamers. But they are sure a bunch of fun ppl to hang out with. Lol...
Yesterday, me and Spiff went for school hunting. At first Spiff thought that we were out just to get abit of info and slack after that. We both ended up been to engrossed in getting to know more informations of the schools.
Stansfield College is one of them which I am quite interested now. It specialises courses in UOL which I would say is the same as SIM, but I think I would rather take up my course over Stansfield. Lecturers and Tutors are been audited by the people over in London. Their of systems is so much better as the would have tutorials after ever lectures unlike SIM, it would be a few lecture consolidated together and only then they would have a consultation like only once in a term. And after the explaination and assistance from the lady over at Stansfield, me and Spiff finally understood how good Universtiy of London(UOL) is and why we are able to get into NTU and NUS so easily. We are taking up courses in UOL as an External Student and that would be stated in our certificates. And as we are External studends, we are therefore able to get into the school easily. NTU and NUS, we enter as an Internal student and it would be the same if we are going over to the school of London itself and both would be equally difficult to get it as we are fighting for our place over at the school itself. But to think of it now, and have to see how our cert would be like, we also got to understand that we are actually doing the same papers which are sent over from UOL itself.
Looks like I would have to forget the idea of NTU and NUS. Dun even bother having to go apply. Well, will see how it goes and probably go for the open house with Spiff.
Oh well. I would have to see how it goes then.
Ha... its only 2 -3 more hours and my baby is going to book out and I am able to see him already. Its been like close to 2 weeks that I am not able to see him. Hmmmm.....
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/20/2005 04:09:00 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
EC common test was quite ok... but as for our project grade. I don't know anything about it. Me and my team-mate had a slight arguement with the tutor and churn up some misunderstandings. But I would say, our tutor practically put words into our mouths. Yeah.... but somehow it seems that the tutor would always be in the right in everyway. Whatever!!!
EC final exam.... Section A, 2 compulsory qns, 30 marks each. Section B, Out of 3 qns, choose 2, 20 marks each.
Section A Im so dead... I didnt do the whole of qns 1. Don't ask me why... yeah, but I simply cant think of anything to write.
I am pinning all my hopes on the last 3 qns. I wrote... and alot too.. but the problem is... are they relevant or not. And all I need is just 40 marks out of that who paper I guess. Hai....
Alright... I seriously don't know what to say. I hope I am not so doomed!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/13/2005 11:03:00 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005
Im supposed to study. I need to study. I must study. Hmmm... but I simply feel that holding the notes in front of me is like a ton heavy. I have no mood to study. Im slacking like nobody's business. Since right from the start of the semester. I just feel like studying.
I don't even know if furthering studies first is the right choice. Now, all I wish to do is work and work non-stop.
Im retarded.
Oh well, whatever... I should seriously start studying... Im left with 2 days more to my first paper and another 2 days for the last paper. Sick!!!!
~WHATEVER, SWITCH OFF MODE~
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/09/2005 08:49:00 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Sent him off early in the morning to Tekong Island together with his parents. My lovable baby cum husky dog, I will not be able to see him 2 weeks from now.
Having to be together for almost all the time, hmm.... now to think of it, I will not be seeing him for quite some time till then, I will really miss him.
Baby bear, is missing him right now as well...
Ate the food over at the canteen and it totally sucks. I bet he is so not going to get used to it yet considering all the good food he consume most of the time. Lol...
Bet he is going to lose alot of weight with not enough food and tedious training.
Take care baby....
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/08/2005 03:02:00 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
Going to the IT COMEX fair yesterday was totally a bad idea. Singaporeans!!!! Always rushing and pushing their way through just to get pass. I had like the wheels of baby pram rolled over my foot like twice. And I was almost knocked down by 2 big guys who were not even giving way to me. It seems like as though they are charging towards me. I simply almost fell to the ground.
From that moment onwards I was feeling irritated.... very irritated. Then plus all the worries I have in my mind.. cash flow problems added on to my irritation mode. Poor baby had to listen to me whin all the way to Jurong East... Im so sorry.... I just didnt know what made me so irritated.
Had my medical appointment today. And everything was fine as according to what the doctor said. Right at the end, the payment time... I finally came to realise that I was worrying for nothing at all yesterday. It was only a total of $21. I thought it would be like more than $60 and worse if I had to pay myself.
I am like seriously waiting for my pay to be deposited into my account soon... I have bills to pay man... damn it... Sian to the max.
The next thing I realise that my life now revolves around the West side area. For the past 2 weeks, I have been going down to the west most of the time. But I dun mind doing that. Cos, firstly its a way to stay away from my house.... Next is having to eat alot with baby most of the time.. My god... I am so going to put on extra weight. -_-''''
Oh well... hmmm... in another 2 days time, 8 Sept... baby is going to NS. And Im going to be bored without him for 2 weeks... Hmmm.... Then I think I will be working like mad...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/05/2005 11:54:00 PM
