Tuesday, August 21, 2007

There are really reasons why I would rather stay out of house and probably maybe even stay alone. She can be really crazy.... nice at time and crazy most of the time.

Me and my brother are classified as a pure burden of the house. Then why in the first place have us step foot in this world.

I believe I am old enough to think for myself and what I want. I do not need another person to come rampage into my personal stuff and tell me of what to do. It's really irritating and things can't be discussed as per normal. We will always end up in an argument.

I really can't believe the words she put across to us. She keeps thinking that I am not serious about my r/s but what stand has she got to say this to me when she does not know what are my actual feelings. All she can think of is about what he can provide. Like hello... Thinking of what she did in the past, I shot back saying that I am not like her. All she can think of is everyone's bad points when she does not even know them well enough yet.

Trying to get my brother to apply a house. But how sure is she that they can last. With these, she shot me back with those words as well. WTF!!

How can she force us to do things that probably maybe it's not even the right time yet.


Hai... I really do not know what to say and I shall not say too much.


Then as for now, I am really considering if I should start throwing my resignation letter. Should I have a job switch? But there are a lot of questions on my mind.
Will the new job be tough then before? Will I be able to cope with my work and studies? Will there be kind people to assist me when I need help?

Marketing line is what I am looking at now but am I cut off for it since I have not done it before.

Wonder wonder wonder......
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 8/21/2007 09:26:00 AM