Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Itch at Heart

I don't know if I actually did the right thing?
Email had been transmitted to him but I have yet to wait for his reply.

Am I invading into his life too much? But what am I to do? I suddenly feel enclosed in a darken cloudy room and feeling hard to breathe.

I just needed to know.....
Time of the month for me.... silly me....

But I just could not seal my mouth and deceive myself, knowing that I need an answer again.

How could a 1yr be compared to a 5yr?

Whose barrier would it be? His, mine or both of us?

I know that we can't force people to throw things that would make them uncomfortable neither can we erase those memories.... (if only I could - evil grin)

But why am I asking and pondering myself over all these? It only happens when I see or hear something.
I had advices... but ultimately it draws down to the couple itself to settle...
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 8/01/2007 11:17:00 AM