Friday, October 13, 2006
But rather to say... lol... I am seeking attention all the time. I seriously realise that I am so afraid to be lonely. But who would not be..... hmmm... unless that person is a loner. Oh well...
Got some negative feedback recently and that made me kinda of... I dun know...
I am seriously thinking if I am in the right profession but I suppose my answer is, I am in the accounts line just for the sake of working at the moment. I always know that I am careless but I am trying to correct that mistake and one thing for sure I know about myself is that, I am a slow learning.... I can't deny that fact. Hai...
I am just doing what I am been told to do and thats all. I think I am not really that kin in learning anything extra at the moment. But I know learning more now will be a benefit for me in future. I might or might not even be making use of that skill again.
Life is too mono in the office when the number of headcount in the office is less than 10 and when most of the engineers are out of the office, that's worse.
GHOST-TOWN....
Just one word, "BORING"
I need a job that has to be lively and interesting. But I dun think I will be changing job till the day I get sacked within 2 years.
The CPF letter with regards to paying back my Poly school fees are here. Penny, is it paid by our CPF or we have to fork out actual money. Sian.... I hope that I am able to defer the payment for I know that I will definitely not be able to cope with all these kind of expenses.
Oh help.... its gonna be additional expense added on. How how how....
Hai....
I'm getting so sick and tired...
My wisdom tooth just grew and it's somehow just cause my right cheek to swell up abit. I cant really bite. The congested teeth inside my mouth cause me to bite the wall of my mouth and thus causing an ulcer now. Sian.... I hate it when this kind of things happen.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 10/13/2006 12:16:00 AM
