Wednesday, March 01, 2006

You could have tried harder but you didnt. You decided to give up, well then let it be like this. I tried my best to express myself in terms of actions but I guess you failed to notice it, like yesterday morning. Or maybe Im wrong. We, both have problems which bothers us a lot but I do try to put myself into your own shoes and advise you. But have you really tried doing that as well, not only to me but to others as well? I need attention like you do too. Everyone has to face the reality. I don't receive nice words as well from people around me. I get loads of unkind remarks and this is actually the real world you are looking at.

My mum may really torture me but I appreciate what she had done, maybe not all... but without her, I would have really gone astray a long time ago. What kind of person I am now, is how I was been brought up and it's not gonna change overnight.

If you think my words were harsh that morning... then Im sorry... but think about what I have said.It depends on whether you want to agree with me or not or maybe Im wrong in everyway.

Oh well.... in life there are many difficulies you will definitely have to face and encounter. Not everything is gonna be going according to our own way... and as for me, I would rather give and let the other party feel comfortable and be happy. That's my way of life. Everyone who knows me, knows me as this sort of person.

'I care for you, but not to the extent of love'
And from your entry... it seems that you never took this relationship with love but only with care... I feel that, that's not very fair....

Anyway, this is all I have to say.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/01/2006 02:22:00 AM