Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I just do not know why but.... I do not feel like working since yesterday. My body was grumbling away to stay out of office but I tolerated till it was time to rush out of the office and head to school.
Had a super bad flu which I hate it damn much.... Sniff sniff...
Today... I literally dragged myself out of bed for as usual, I didnt want to work... but I had no choice... I had to clear a few payments for the Philippines staff on their cash advances and bonus before its too late...
And... tada... I am out of the office as I have taken 1/2 day leave. Had lunch with my colleagues at the canteen before I left. Was supposed to head home straight but I decided to make a turn to the NTUC.
Oh... did I tell you that I love grocery shopping... Haa... now you do... I can end up buying loads of stuff...
And TADA.... stuff that I bought just now...
Makes up 2 portions ='0
Oh... Meiji milk... so love it... and you guys should try the Organic Milk full cream... Its fab!! Im trying the low fat one this time. And FLORIDA'S all Natural most pulp Orange Juice. *SluRp*
220g of Honey Bake Ham, 115g of Chicken Chipolata and 122g of Pork Chipolata.... *YuMmMmMsSsss*
Total damage for taking a half day leave
Taxi fare to Tampines Mall = $7.50
Grocery Shopping = $26.70
Taxi fare back Home = $4.00
Gosh... a total of $38.20... Wooohooo!!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/28/2007 04:37:00 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
But somehow you tend to realise and regret after it's been done. There are many things that once it's done, it can never recover.
Things happened and he made the so-called right but also wrong move. Though he got me to spill everything out but having to recall that messages sent to me makes me upset and all that we have been through after coming to a year.
I made my stand clear, stern and firm and so did Agnes. You want me to say, I tell you all... All my unhappiness and how I feel.
Received C's sms at 1:45 am. I was totally pissed. It's not her stand to make the explaination on your behalf as it has nothing to do with her and especially when she does not really know what is the situation is like. It's just creating more trouble. She is coming to a BIG 3 but dun even act like one and probably with all her imaginary friends.
*Well, I'm giving her the benefit of doubt*
But it's crap.
Those 3 words will still be revolving around my head until he really proves himself till then. I never liked those words as the feeling is exactly what happened 1.5 years back when that fellar said to end it and how I broke down and cried outside Holland V 7-eleven. And how even the wala wala staff had been kind to even console me.
The whole situation yesterday was exactly the same. But I stand firm on my side and puke out whatever things I can say till he's speechless. And to hear from him that whatever I said were not wrong. OF COS... I'm never wrong. It's the fact. Since you are slow in noticing actions, then I will no choice but to speak them out to you from now on. And you do not even know your own friend well when you claim that you know her for ages. She just sounds like a total fake person. Sorry to say that but it's the fact. From the clubbing to the mahjong to the invitations....
And as for the EX-GF... Though you may say that she is a just a friend but I am not going to care but still be unhappy if she keeps calling. Though I do not know her personally, she does not please me in terms of impression. She leads a life with no self-decisions. From the msgs to calls... it's irritating.
In General to all the peeps out there...
It's your choice on whether you want to choose someone who treats you like DIRT or someone who treasures you. You make your choice.
I have been kind and tolerant. I do whatever things I can to help. It's all up to you to prove yourself to me this time.
I told you all the hard effort I have put in to change from a 'LIKE' to a 'LOVE' and how heart-shattering it can get. And how insecure I can get and how I felt so unprotected and where were you when I was sick. It's time you make your stand clearly to me.
But whatever I said yesterday will you ever make your side of effort or not, we shall see. Though I may be soft-hearted somehow in the end but I feel that it's time I show some attitude at times.
Somehow the term,"To be loved is better than to love"
Like it or not.... PROVE yourself.
I specify on my dislikes again:-
1. Fake people
2. Trying to show off and talk big
3. Sharing of my properties
4. Insincere people
5. Retards
6. People who do not get their facts right first b4 confronting others
Like I always say...
Don't step on me... I will bite and I will bite you hard!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/13/2007 09:23:00 AM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
TADA... I have replaced with a NEW blogskin... Nice?? *chuckles*
Hmmm... These few days I have been sleeping with whatever things you can find that I have just chucked and toss them onto my bed.
Today I woke up feeling hmmmm.... TIRED.... but after bathing, I really do not know what mood got into me to make-up. I never once make-up to work. Just a little touch of concealer and eyebrow pencil and I am out of the house. But I do not know what made it different today. I picked a spag low cut top and added a lace tube top in it to enhance the difference.
Talking about me making up, I have sort no more putting those dark-coloured eye shadow that made me look malay as according to THE BOYFRIEND. But PINK & VIOLET... so not me... but with a little touch of brown is totally different. NICE.... I no longer look dark and dull but I have brighten up myself. Colour really does make a difference and I love colouring my eyes.
Being saving quite abit on transport fee to work cos my mum has been sending me... but I would either reach on the dot or be late. But... my cab fare seems to be the same every month or so.
Oh well, a little side track....
Friday was supposedly the last day for the auditors to finish up their work. OMG... They are the worse E&Y "messy" auditors I have ever seen. Kept asking us for files but you should see the conference room used by them... It was a freaking mess. By Monday when I was back at work....
*SCREAMS*
They are so F***ing inconsiderate. I really do not know who is the stupid one, it's either my boss or the E&Y auditors. GUESS WAT!!!
Literally ALL THE FILES... YES... I said ALL!!! All were chucked on my work desk plus piles and piles of files were stacked messily on the floor around my work desk. (10+ piles to be sure)
There are SO MANY empty tables they don't put yet they just chuck them all over at my area. Just tell me... AIN'T THEY JUST STUPID & INCONSIDERATE!!! Argh!!!
Attended my cousin's wedding at Sentosa Golf resort on Saturday. GRAND!!! EXPENSIVE!!! WOOT~!!! FYI, it's just a ROM dinner... and you know how much is the whole event. 15 GRAND I tell you.... But the food wasn't that fantastic. It's really super FINE DINING...
Suddenly, I realised that I didn't take the pictures of each dish... Damn!!! wasted!!!
Ohoh... they are so rich to the extend that all the flowers designed by the wedding planner were imported from HOLLAND!! Yes!! Imported!! Violet and white roses... Hmmm... but it's not my cousin who is rich... but is the wife who is RICH... LOL....
Tuesday's gym was totally ineffective. I didn't have the mood or energy to really work out. I was tired. Total waste... need to JIA YOU!!!
Today, on the way to work.... different thoughts were running through my mind....
I thought about stuff like how weird can some relationships be. How people can playing around with the feelings. How some guys can be so BUAYA. It's like at first this guy likes a particular gal and is trying hard to get hold of her but was rejected finally. I guess he prepared the flowers way before hand. Then suddenly he told him that he was interested in another gal and gave her the flowers that he got I supposed. He can like just change target just with a snap of the fingers.
I was dumbfounded.... BUAYA!!!
I thought about how much I have grown in terms of mentality. Very fast... this year and I will be 23 by the end of the year. Comparing to most of my friends, I am much more matured. Thinking too much sometimes. I practically don't act like a 23, though I do like to act a bit cute in front of THE BOYFRIEND. Time simply passes so damn fast. It's just one year after another.
This relationship I am going through now is going on strong from what I can see. I can be rather clingy most of the time so bear with it. Hmmmmm......
Friends.... I don't have much.... I can actually count them with my fingers. Sigh... but there are some peeps whom I can confide to and really talk crap... But I managed to get to know more peeps through THE BOYFRIEND.
Okie Dokie.... I better get going and do up my Philippines management report. Cut-off date is like TOMORROW!!! But I'm very sure that I am able to complete them by today.... Coz IM GOOD!! LOL...
ARGH!!!! I still got tonnes of Expense reports to check AGAIN!!!
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 3/07/2007 09:10:00 AM
