Sunday, February 18, 2007

It's the first day of the new year and now I am at home blogging. Few years back I would have met up with Daniel and gang to gamble abit and talk rubbish.. But now, I simply do not have the mood.

I never did really enjoy my Chinese lunar new year for these recent years.
It has become very monotonous.
My mum can just make noise over just a minor event.
My relatives are not as jovial as compared to the past. Maybe because most of them are married with kids or either going to get married. I can only click with 2 of my cousins but as for the rest, I just feel that they sometimes can be too full of themselves.

But what the heck.

Recently, I also do not really enjoy going over to Aunty Ma's house (my bro's nanny). It's the usual routine we do every first day of the CNY. The moment we were to stepped into her house, my brother would simply just be the star of the night. Why??? Because, firstly he is a guy and she looked after him when he was young.

Dinner time.... she would just keep serving and asking him to eat. Tian Bao bro will just offer my parents and him to the new year goodies but not me... It's more like Im invisible. I was super turned off.

But this night, I shared a lot of things and my recent events with Mimi Jie. She taught me and made me understand on a few things. But like I told her, I can only oblige and listen in any circumstances.

She told me one thing, "Just know that Jesus Loves You and when you meet any unforseen circumtances, talk to him. Go to church as you WANT to and not that you NEED to." If you are going church thinking because you NEED to... then you can forget it and the same applies to offerings.

Yes I know.
Maybe I should be like Mimi Jie, go get a 101 answers to children's questions about Christ.
LOL...
Simple to understand... and it's practically a good book especially to a non-believer as the questions they ask will be the same to the child.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 2/18/2007 10:15:00 PM