Wednesday, May 10, 2006
When would be the actual time? When will I know.... 3 months... 1 year... or only 3 years later. How long do I have to go wondering, having to think what is the situation like... Whats the point of saying all those to me... thats not what Im expecting. Like this I rather not know anything at all. If there isn't that thing at all, how would be known as a R. Then it seems to be only a one-sided thing. In this case, what's the point, this selfishness would only lead to sadness and start tearing away in silence. I will not speak anything of it and I will not show that Im impatient, all the most I can do is wait. Nothing else but waiting.... and more waiting... but for how long... when will I be able to get that answer up to my satisfaction. When will the past be taken over by the present? I do not like to share what I have, when some have to parted to the past as well. Then that thing is not mine to keep... not at all...
I think only Penny will understand my feelings, only if she can figure out what the heck Im saying... lol...
Was talking to my mother just now... then I told her that Mike was 29.... she practically went... 'HUH.... 29...haha' lol...
Penny, 2 things:
1. My mother seems very cool about the travel part. Was discussing with her and asking her opinions. Same as my friend, they both say that going to the agencies will be a better choice... and maybe we might consider taking tours. As a matter of fact, no matter wat, we are still gals and its still not very safe esp in a foreign country.. but we will look into it again when we have the time.
I was thinking of wat I emailed to you...
Destinations....
Singapore ---- Amsterdam ---- (Take domestic flight or train) Milan ---- (Take train) Rome ---- Flight back to Singapore.
But more or less, the will be rearrangments of destinations till then. We have 1 year to plan from now. Everything also depends on our budget as well...
2. Hmmm.... expect for the worse if Iran is going to have a drastic increase in price for oil. (quoted by my mum, not me [FYI] lol...) Expect to have more expensive tickets... so we have to plan really carefully. As according to my mother, things are also still not that cheap in Milan... that refers to LV or Prada.... as their factories are not in yr own hometown but other countries.
Dance... Partnership
(There's more to dance other than your steps... Your poise & attitude... Dance with the flow of rhythm)
Partnerships.... now I understand why partners always tend to quarrel...
1. High expectations on each other
2. When the partner simply cant remember the routine
3. When the partner simply do not have to flow in dance
Taking one example would be my current partner... *F* is the word used to describe last Sat and Sun. He simply really pissed me off. Giving me an attitude when I am actually talking to him nicely... He was the one telling me to guide him, if there's anything I think its not right... tell him... but now... when I tell him, he is simply not happy. WTH... then so be it... His words was simply filled with sacarism, pushing all the fault to me, trying to make me sound like Im totally wrong. WTH...
Saying that I did not show him respect in the very first place...
Oh pls.... this shows how little you know about dance world. Ppl always keep their options opened in terms of partnership. I even ask my friends, 'What's wrong with having to have an open options towards dance partners... this is the really dance world... you dun kick ppl, ppl will just kick you from behind.' Like what happened to me before.
Saying that he danced for 1 year, me and Theo also danced a year of Latin... that means we are on par... but Im so sorry to say... my current partner suck...
1. Cant remember the routine... like that go for medal exam and competition how... 'DIE LOR'... Have to remind him wat the next step is... Very bloody tiring one man... Tell him the steps already still give me that bloody blur look... which really make me wanna kill him
2. Simply have no flow in dance
3. Do not even know how to count the timings to the songs... this is the worst!!!
4. Cant even do a lead start.
5. Even if its only practice.. his steps are all so NUA...
6. No tension, can't and how to lead
7. No feelings put into the dance
All these... you bloody hell call dancing...
I dun even see the energy and effort... you call this improving.... *F off*
Still dare to show me attitude.... this shows you never die before!!!
HOW TO DANCE LIKE THAT... I SURE VOMIT BLOOD... I AM ALREADY ACTUALLY...
Dancing with Theo is still the best... No matter what, you can simply feel the lead, the feeling to the dance... you can practically feel the energy.
I miss dancing with Theo... he is still the best partner I ever had!!
Oh well... it been quite some time I last updated so here it is.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 5/10/2006 01:17:00 AM
