Friday, April 14, 2006

I dun know why but this few days I simply have no appetite at all... AT ALL... I didnt even eat much today. Just no mood... feeling very restless...

It seems that a lot of things are clouding my mind but what are they... I really do not know what exactly is it. Sudden saddness overwhelmed me totally.

But I think I know whats the answer to it. It does not seem like what it looks like at all. What is it then... Pls tell me... Pls advise me... Let me accept the fact. All I want to know is an answer to my question. But what exactly is my question..

I want something but what is it... it seems that it will not belong to me. Is it really this way? Pls tell me...

I really dun wish to have these happening to me. Why!!!
Help me... ADVISE ME... I think Im totally lost. It looks like as though I am lost in a deep forest which is not suppose to be this way.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 4/14/2006 04:15:00 AM