Sunday, December 04, 2005

This is what is been quoted to me the other time. "Even though, I might have sort of an affair outside, but you would somehow still care for the person you are actually with."


I just still have this thinking and feeling that there is betrayal. I hate that somehow, even though how much you would still care for me. In this case, I would rather be left aside. If anything will to happen which causes you to be in a state, I would rather you run and leave. I would not want to bother so much just don't let me find out that you are doing things behind my back.


Since in the very first place, you do not really trust me, then why should I even trust you after when so many things happened. Why should I even trust you in the very first place.


Acknowledgement. You said it's done so. But sorry, I still don't think so. Why? For, Im still classified as a 'FRIEND' towards some other people. Don't tell me 'no', you know it yrself. Just ask yourself. I can see and hear by myself. Im not blind or deaf.


I am seriously sick and tired of all this shit. I will remember and remember for life the sentence you have quoted to me. For that's the day which things happened.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 12/04/2005 07:17:00 AM