Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Had super early dinner with CL at bedok 85 market. The BBQ chicken wings... wooo... drooling.. still as good as before. Ha!!!


Its been quite some time since I last stepped into school which was after my exams. Im glad to be back in school but only in my school dance studio. Its been like almost a month I have not danced.


The formation dance which we are gonna learn seems very fun. New routine, new steps but of course with my same old beloved dance partner. Lol...


Missed my dance pals so damn much... CL, Daryl and me have not sat down and talk rubbish for a very long time. Though I have been meeting up CL quite often and that he always trying to make my blood vessals burst! Hmmm....


Can't wait for next monday where we will gather once again to talk rubbish and have a good dinner with a bottle of good red wine. WooHoo!!!


For now, Im so looking forward to dance.... I need to burn my fats.... -_-'''


Hai.... just talked to my mother about my furthering of studies... I feel so stress now. I dun know how is my way of path is gonna be like. SIM, Stansfield College, 'NTU', 'NUS'. I am so hoping that I am able to get into a local university but I jolly well know that I am definitely not able to get into NTU or NUS. Its totally impossible. Now, I suddenly feel like slamming my head against the wall and bleed to death.


I feel so retarded, so stupid. I am nuts at studying. Weak in studies. Hai... I seriously dun know what to do. I just suddenly feel so lost... VERY LOST!!!
I need help and guidance as in what I should do for my next step...


Argh... got to go and sleep la... Damn.. work at Carl's Jr tml...
*PISSED!!!*
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 9/28/2005 12:18:00 AM