Monday, July 25, 2005
I am sick of all her unreasonable arguements and hittings. Out of no reason, she will just shoot us... us as in each and everyone of us at home. Then... the worse victim will be me!
Scolded my dad bout some NTUC thingy form... whatever!!
Scolded my brother for not looking for a job.... having odd hours of sleep... like 3 -4 am... -_-'''
Scolded me... worse...scolded for nothing and the most... saying that I studied my homework at the last minute... But damn it!! When Im studying so damn bloody hard... what would she say... NOTHING!!! SERIOUSLY NOTHING!!!Just because she did not see it with her own eyes. Scolded me for having to study at odd hours... But yeah... that's the way I study in order to get all those bloody notes and theories in my bloody head! Like that also get scolded... (And its when I am studying, what logic!)
Scolded me because the house fixed phone line increase in price. When I am like not at home most of the time... Im like working, studying and dancing 24/7! My brother is at home all the time.. Why doesnt she scold him about that. DAMN!!! Even if I use the phone, it would not even be the home line. It would always be my hp as its free incoming call, damn it! Scolded me saying that I am always going out. HUH??!!
Working, Studying & Dancing schedule:
Monday: 9 - 5pm (Working at Carl's Jr) , 7 - 830pm (Giving tutition)
Tuesday: 9 - 4pm (Having classes) , 7 - 10pm (Dance practice), in between break cant possibly ask me to go home...
Wednesday: 9 - 5pm (Working at Carl's Jr)
Thursday: 9 - 5pm (Working at Carl's Jr) , 7 - 10pm (Dance practice)
Friday: 9 - 5pm (Having classes) , 7pm - 3am (Working at Actor's Bar)
Saturday: 1 - 230pm (Giving tuition) , 7pm - 3am (Working at Actor's Bar)
Damn it!! Just look at my bloody schedule, where will be able to find time to go out. And she says I go out all the time. I am like only free on Sunday.. and yeah thats the only day which I am free.
I just dont get it.. Why does she not observe the situation properly first or understand what is actually happening first before blasting at people. I seriously hate this sort of people. And when this sort of blasting happens, I am the one who will get the most for NO REASON!!!! How ridiculous!
From the starting of this semester, I did not even take a single cent from her... NOT A CENT! I have been feeding myself, paying for my own textbooks with my own money.
She was nice enough to give me 50 bucks when I was not working for 2 weeks because I had to study for my common test...
BUT NOW, out of her craziness, she ask back for 50 bucks... NO NO.... She just reach out for my wallet herself and took the remaining worth of money which worth 45 bucks.
She took it all.... ALL... not a single cent left.
I just simply dun understand. When in the first place she did not want me... then why the hell continue to give birth to me and not abort me. She should seriously abort me in the very first place. Since she finds me a pest from the start... as according to what she say.
Salsaera Paradiz signing off lovingly 7/25/2005 10:24:00 PM
